I just close my eyes

My weekend in Würzburg was absolutely amazing. I haven't had such a good time since my friends from the States came to visit me. Dancing, BBQing, hanging out and walking around the city has never been so fun before. I'll post some photos in flickr soon. For those with access to facebook you can access the photos there. However at left we have the first official photo of the FSU Colony in Germany. Behind us is Festung Marienberg (Marienberg Fortress) with wine fields in front of it! It was an amazing time.


I was reminded why I love Germany so much this weekend. Germany in the Spring is glorious. Great weather, ice cream, hiking, grilling, it all works out to be einfach wunderbar! Even on the train ride home today I was constantly enamored by it all. The twists and turns of the mountains and the rivers were fantastic. It definitely makes me want to stay here longer.
I finally am beginning to understand why so many people like coming out here and just having a low key vacation or what not. I could get used to that life of traveling every weekend.

The combination weather and energizing with friends from home gave me a sense of renewed hope for my time in Germany and further renewed my desire to improve my German skills. I bought three German magazines this weekend and am impressed by how much I understand. :)

What it doesn't take to get a drink in this place

I am plagued with the fact that all of my motivation to do work comes at the wee hours of the night. I've been more productive in the last two hours than I was the entire day. I hate this. Why do my best ideas come to me at 12:30 am. I should be in bed counting sheep, but no, I'm rather researching marketing principles to go along with Unit six of my classes textbook on new product development. Sigh.

In other terrible news, I received a letter from my dream job informing me that they hired someone else. Of course they did. I'm probably too young for the job. Germans are amazed that I'm only 22 and teaching, much less have a university degree. They think for some dumb reason one should spend the better part of seven years pursuing a university degree. Um, nein danke. So, too bad for that, however, the hunt continues. Other applications have been sent out.

Going to the German city of Würzburg this weekend to meet with the FSU Colony in Deutschland. I'm very excited to spend time with my friends from back home. I need some time to just relax. We plan on seeing a lot of old German stuff, eating great food, drinking great beer and going to Vineyards! The area around Würzburg in Franconia is known for its wine producing capabilities. I'm thinking bike tour through a vineyard.

Should be fun. I need this.

Oh, you're a machine.

It was an unbelievably boring weekend. With the majority of my friends busy/out of town, etc I embarked on a self-imposed exile to my apartment with only brief periods of recess permitted.

However, Friday evening did begin with an amazing dinner cooked by yours truly. "Wildpilz Risotto" or better known to the non-Germans as Wild Mushroom Risotto was on the menu Friday evening at Cafe Pechvogel. My guest, my colleague Petra, throughly enjoyed the meal and it was a success. I used the recipe from a Tuscan cookbook I picked up at the bookstore here months ago (in German). I did have some difficulty with units of measurement as I am not a native Metric user. It must have been rather interesting to watch me say "oh, that looks about right." But the best cooks never use measurements exactly. :) The risotto was a huge success (and led to me discovering new cheeses!!!) and I was glad to have the time with Petra.

Saturday was gym and shopping day. I purchased new clothes for myself as spring is here and summer will be just around the corner no doubt. Many sales going on with 20-30% discounts so I was quite encouraged! This is exciting in and of itself because clothes shopping is ridiculously overpriced here in Germany. The average pair of jeans will set you back €100 easily. I was able to find several shirts, socks and a new rain jacket for a respectable price. The exile continued well in Sunday pausing only for a walk with my friend Isabella and her friend. We enjoyed ice cream at Aachen's best ice cream parlor (alleged) and then a stroll through the Westpark, it was quite enjoyable. Home early enough though so that I could prepare for the week. Inevitably, its me looking at my schedule forgetting what I did the week before with the class or not sure what to do with them this week.

I had another conclusion today. I don't think I'll ever be 100% with where I live. Maybe I am just in this strange period of my life but whether I'm in the United States or in Europe there will always be something missing. I remember when I was living in Florida, I couldn't WAIT to get back to Germany. Anything negative about Germany I simply put aside. Now that I've been living here seven months I want to go back to Florida. Okay, I don't really want to go back to Florida but I do miss things from the States that I didn't think I would. When in the States, I miss the sweeping market places and cafes and general attitude of the Europeans. When in Europe, I miss the simplicity of life, ease of shopping among other things. I don't know that I'll ever be happy wherever I am. This bothers me.

This weekend I'm meeting with member of the FSU colony in Würzbrug! It'll be amazing, I'm looking for some time away with great friends of mine, some of which I haven't seen in almost a year. I'm looking forward to time away from Aachen, period. I hope the weather stays as nice as it has been the past few days.

German Toilets

For those who've had the joyful experience of the German toilet, I present to you an hilarious account regarding the German "shelf" toilet.

For those of you who haven't been blessed with the experience, you might learn something new.

"Mein Gott, Zwei Kilogram!"

What are you trying to do to me?

Today was great. I experienced a change in perspective on how I view the city I've called home the last seven months. The weather was extremely cooperative and provided for mild temperatures, abundant sunshine and blue skies. I met in the evening with my German colleague Ulrike. Originally, several of us were supposed to meet however we couldn't at the last minute because of illness and getting ready for the week etc so it was left to Ulrike and I.

We had a great time. Started off with tapas at Besitos followed by SALSA dancing at the Elisenbrunnen. Although I was wearing sandals, we danced for the better part of 15 minutes. Its seemingly awkward because Ulrike is married and somewhat older than me, but we laughed and had a great time anyway. Then, we went for a walk to different parts of Aachen that I had not discovered. For instance, I learned where Aachen's big park was (a Lake Ella of sorts for my Tallahassee crowd) which I had never discovered before. Not having a vehicle or a bike (although, plan in the works to buy one next month!) or time for that matter has prohibited the development of my knowledge of Aix-la-Chapelle. However, it was a great day.

Yesterday my German/Dutch colleague David and Canadian colleague Tara and I transversed three countries to go to the movies in Belgium. There, they place the movies in English with Dutch/French subtitles (the area we were in is the Dutch speaking part of Belgium). It was cool driving through three countries just to see the movies. Afterwards, we went to Heerlen, NL for drinks and conversation. Around 12:30 we drove back to Aachen. I had spent the entire day on the go and was quite tired. Class at 9am, shopping for the week, laundry, gym (once again with the back and abs course...ugh!) and then going to the movies so I was pretty tired by 12:30. Or maybe I'm just getting old.

If the weather keeps up like this and the flowers and trees continue to bloom and grow leaves, I might actually like this city. I'm excited about my bike, as soon as I procure one, photos are sure to follow. Spring cleaning is soon to follow. I have a four day weekend approaching. I'm interested in going to Scotland but since I have to purchase new clothes and a bike in May, I don't know if Scotland can work out. Still trying to get the FSU colony together but thats looking a bit difficult too.

As always, time will tell.

It'll beeee no problem

In the past week I've discovered three bees in my apartment. Now, at first I thought this was a very unfortunate consequence of living in non air-conditioned land where windows must be opened. I fear that they may have burrowed a hole into side of my apartment. There is a very, very small hole near the floor on the wall facing the street. I think I remember back in the Fall seeing a bee crawl in/out of the hole. As it is Sunday I've put a rather heavy blanket over the general area in hopes that this will undermine any attempts from any four legged flying creature from entering my abode. Bees piss me off and bees in my apartment are a no good. This means I'll have to clean my apartment in the next few days to have my landlord have someone come and spray for bugs. Ugh.

The sun is out today and it is warm! It's about 17 degrees outside and I'm loving it. It was actually almost a bit too warm with the sweater I had on today. I met with Faye at Starbucks to grade papers and have a Sunday chat. The exams have been graded and now I ust have to turn in the grades after their oral exam next Tuesday.

In the world of job applications I sent off the job application for the last job I posted about. Tomorrow I'll call them and harass them until they give in. However, I've also discovered another (albeit not as cool) job in Dresden doing something similar minus the international exchange program. So, I'll be applying for that job tomorrow as well.

Appointment with my fitness trainer tonight. Should be fun.

Its in the post

I woke up this morning ten minutes before my alarm. Even though today I don't have to be at work until 10am, I find myself waking up at my usual 7:30ish before my alarm, no matter how tired I am.

I hate that I've trained my body to wake up, apparently, without external alarm apparatuses. This morning I don't think I made my coffee strong enough, it tastes a little weak. Boooo weak coffee.

Work sucks, so I've decided to be proactive. I've discovered a job in Dresden, teaching full-time for this private high-school for students who want to learn business skills and brush up on their liberal arts. It's part-time teaching, part-time organizing an INTERNATIONAL EXCHANGE PROGRAM (whoooooooooooot!!!!). I want to do this so badly. They are looking for a native English speaker (check), someone young and motivated (check), experience living abroad (um, I got this one too), someone with experience teaching English (okay, still new to the game but check minus), must speak the deutsch (once again) and I don't know what else, but I wrote the most amazing cover letter, in German, yesterday and in a few minutes I'll be off to the post to send it.

I might beg or plead for the job. Just need out, thats all. I've decided that I am not happy in Aachen and that isn't going to change anytime soon.

Anyway, cross your finger, press your thumbs, sacrifice small rodents, whatever you have to do to send some good luck my way.

Other than that, I'm hoping to take a few days off in May and hang out at some German lakeside area with friends from FSU to paddle boat, drink beer, go hiking and other random German-like activities. Should be fun. Now if I can just get all of us organized enough to do it. Thats a task in and of itself.

I've decided to be more pro-active in my life. Because of the weather and my job, I've been feeling a) depressed b) sorry for myself. This must stop. So, list-o-crap to do:
a) Study for the Foreign Service Exam. Even if I don't take it for another year or so, I still want to be fresh. Besides, can't hurt to know the stuff anyway.
b) study my German book for two hours a week. Learn new vocabulary, memorize cases, improve my adjective endings, etc
c) Clean my apartment. The dust bunnies are formulating an attack plan.
d) Continue on my health track (I've lost seven kilos since February!). I've never felt/looked so good. :)
e) attempt to be more positive. I think that sounds good, I've already started to work on this and while nothing really changes, my heart doesn't feel like its going to explode.
f) Update my blog some more.